Tuesday, December 28, 2004

What We Can Learn from This Tsunami Disaster...

Dear Readers,

I hope everybody and family is all right and not affected by the recent tsunami disaster. I don't know what you all think about this event. For me it serves as a reminder that death and disaster can happen any time to any of us.

I mean, who would think that a young man of 21 years of age born into a family with supposedly a lot of Boon (merit) will perish at such a tender age? Many of you reading this blog are in your early 20s, well, what do you think if your friend dies in the Tsunami like Khun Poom, grandson of H.M. the King. He is your age, you know!

Lord Buddha said the "Avijja" or ignorance ingrained in our mind for many lives only make us see the happiness of life. Just a few days ago my Nitade Class 21 saw the picture of the birth of Kaewjai 21's 2nd son and we congraturated her and think of it as the moment of joy and happiness and nothing else...

And now with the news of the tsunami, it'd be better if we take all the necessary precautions about our life and the lives of our loved ones, isn't it? Both in the daily life, safety-first, way, and in the mental way.

I mean, those who have children might understand it better now than the rest of us ner? Think about Princess Ubolrat, who would want to go to their own child's funeral? How tough would it be?

Are we all mentally prepared for death and other kind of big losses in our lives? My humble suggestion is not to wait until you are "older" to think about this.

Contrary to many people's thought, the average age-range of people who go to the meditation center in Chiangmai is 25-35. I have attached a sample of Jan's applicants for you to see for yourself in the link below na ja.

http://www.vipassanachiangmai.com/webboard/view.php?category=general&wb_id=317

As popular among the world now with Dalai Lama's endorsement, it is no debate anymore about the necessity in training one's mind. As Lord Buddha pointed out, it is not something you can just read about or think about and practice at home. Like sports, we need a coach that can bring out the best in us in our individual way and can answer all questions we have during practice and to steer us away from possible injuries. We all heard of stubborn people who become sort of crazy (เพี้ยน ๆ) before.

I hope you all have a chance to try going to a good mind-training school near you before it's too late na. The younger you are, the better. Remember, Lord Buddha ordained and went in search of the best mind-training technique when he was only 29 na!! He didn't wait until he's "older" to try to do it!

And it took him as many as 6 years to perfect the skills and another 49 days and nights to come up with the solid curriculum that has been withstanding the test for more than 2,547 years. You can all have a crash course within 7 days, that's the minimum you need according to Lord Buddha himself.

Now, how many thousand days have you lived now in this life? If you are 22 years old, you have lived at least 8,030 days. Considering Thai people's average life expectancy, we all have gone passed the first quarter of life already, if you think about it like an NBA game or American Football game na.

7 days out of 8,030 is almost 1/1150. You've spent your lives running, searching, waiting, trying, working so hard before. Assuming you'll live at least more than the national average to 76 yearsold, don't you think it's worth it to spare 1/4000 of your time for giving your life your best shot?

Reward yourself with the time that you would be spending totally for the benefit-only of yourself and loved ones, undisturbed. It's a worthwhile investment of your most valuable resources: time.

Have you ever been sitting around waiting? Like 10-20 min for your clients, half an hour for your friends at pubs, 1 hour in a traffic jam? That is the valuable time that you can effectively use. This mind-training will show you how to make the best out of it, and out of your daily activities like driving, walking, showering, etc. also.

It's not hypnotizing or trying to detach you away from the world na. It is NOT about closing your eyes and thinking only of one word only na.

Mindfulness Meditation (what farangs call Vipassana Meditation) lets you totally live and engage in your life, loved ones, work as always, but with an extra perspective to look at things, extra immunity against the world's problems we all have to face, extra understanding of the world around us: work, nature, people, etc. And all will come automatically to you, once you have trainined your mind how to do it.

It's like giving your life a bonus na, so to speak. It takes only 7 days to bring out the part you don't know existed in your mind to come into work. Scientists said we only use 10% of our brain. Same idea. Don't you want to try to use the other 90%? Well, if I can use another 10% I'll be so happy already!

And until we get enlightened, we won't really know actually how many more percent we can use but it will come to help you in time of disaster or serious unexpected problems na, this is all I can say now. Have you heard about people suddenly can carry heavy stuff when their house's on fire? Well, that's adrenaline to the body. But what triggers it is the mind. Your mind can do many other wonderful things and you may have known that already, right?

Well, back to the issue, Khun Poom was only 21 years old and it didn't come to his mind at all that he wouldn't live long enough to have lunch on Dec 26., let alone seeing the 2005 countdown.

How do we know we'll live long enough for lunch or dinner today? What insurance company will guarantee that you'll live to see the 2005 countdown?

We all have plans in our lives, either short-term plan like where we'll go for vacation next year or what to do to have enough money for a new car, condo, etc.

But what if we don't live long enough for next year or long enough for the new car, do we have enough foul-proof plan long into next life or life after death?

Do you notice we all don't want to talk about this? Or, even if we want to talk about it and be prepared, we don't know what to talk about?

At least prisoners with death sentence more or less know when they will have to die (some die earlier, though), but we don't have the luxury of seeing the dates of our death in advance. Or even how our death would come.

If you see the big Tsunami wave in front of your eyes about to hit you, what would your mind say to you? Are you prepared?


Monday, December 27, 2004

TIME's Magazine's Article about Blogs

If this hype about blog things bugs you, don't feel down. Check out this interesting writing wrapup from TIME's magazine.

Don't like to read in English? Try looking for my Thai version written 2 months ago in the archive section. I'll find a link to that article and post here again soon.

Now, from TIME magazine.

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10 Things We Learned About Blogs


Radio had its golden age in the 1930s. In the 1950s, it was television's turn. Historians may well date the golden age of the blog from 2004—when Merriam-Webster.com's most searched-for definition was blog. How long can it last? Who knows? Here's what we discovered about the new medium this year

By CHRIS TAYLOR


Posted Sunday, December 19, 2004

Blogging Can Get You Fired

When Delta flight attendant Ellen Simonetti, 30—a leggy blond and self-styled "queen of the sky"—began her blog, she thought it would be fun to post pinup snapshots of herself in uniform. Delta wasn't amused and promptly fired her. Undaunted, Simonetti retitled the blog Diary of a Fired Flight Attendant and detailed her legal battle to get her job back.

GO TO: queenofsky.journalspace.com
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Bloggers Get Scoops Too

After book editor Russ Kick read that the U.S. military was clamping down on press photos of coffins coming back from Iraq, he didn't just pen an angry rant on his blog, the Memory Hole. He filed a Freedom of Information Act request—and embarrassingly for the Pentagon, was mailed a CD from the Air Force with 361 coffin snaps, which he promptly posted. The national press, which hadn't thought to ask whether the military had pictures, beat a path to Kick's door.

GO TO: thememoryhole.org
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Bloggers Keep News Alive

So your blog hasn't succeeded in getting national attention for your pet issue? Don't lose heart. Just blog, link and repeat. It worked for conservative bloggers like Glenn Reynolds of Instapundit, who trumpeted the Swift Boat Veterans for Truth's claims this summer, as well as for liberal blogs like Daily Kos, which investigated evidence that President Bush wore a wire in his first debate. Some of the issues had questionable merit, but persistent bloggers made the subjects tough to ignore. Say it enough times online, and someone is bound to hear you.

GO TO: Instapundit.com, dailykos.com
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Bloggers Can Be Titillating

In May a blog graphically detailing the sex life of an anonymous Capitol Hill staff member prompted D.C.'s most intriguing game of guess-the-author since Primary Colors. Jessica Cutler, a.k.a. Washingtonienne, was later outed and fired by her boss, Ohio Republican Mike DeWine, for "inappropriate use of Senate computers." (Her site is not for kids.) In another sign of the times, her first postfiring interview was with Wonkette, another Washington blogger.

GO TO: washingtoniennearchive.blogspot.com, wonkette.com
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Bloggers Can Be Fakers

Plain Layne, a highly personal blog supposedly belonging to a Minnesota lesbian named Layne Johnson that drew thousands of fans over 3 1/2 years before mysteriously disappearing, was revealed to be a hoax. Hundreds of fans helped track down the real author, Odin Soli, 35, a male entrepreneur from Woodbury, Minn. Later in the year, fake Bill Clinton and Andy Kaufman blogs became hits.

GO TO: plainlayne.dreamhost.com, billclintondailydiary.blogspot.com
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Bloggers Make Money

Earn a living in your pajamas! Online ads (along with Google's automated ad server) allow popular bloggers to go pro. Joshua Micah Marshall of talkingpointsmemo.com, a political blog, says he makes $5,000 a month from banner ads—enough to hire a research assistant.

GO TO: talkingpointsmemo.com

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Most Bloggers Are Women

Men may have taken the lead in the early (read: geeky) days of blogging, but that's not the case now. According to a survey of more than 4 million blogs by Perseus Development, 56% were created by women. More bad news for the boys: men are more likely than women to abandon their blog once it's created. Call blogging a 21st century room of one's own.

GO TO: blogsisters.blogspot.com
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Candidates Love Blogs

O.K., so Howard Dean never wrote his blog. But his campaign workers posted a surprisingly intimate online diary of life on the road, and Dean had collected $20 million in contributions via the Internet alone by the end of January 2004. It didn't take long for other politicos to catch on. When New York attorney general Eliot Spitzer announced that he was running for Governor this month, he did so on his blog.

GO TO: blog.deanforamerica.com, spitzer2006.com
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Pets Have Blogs Too

It started as an in-joke among feline-friendly bloggers: why not post pictures of their cats every Friday afternoon? Friday catblogging became a hit, and soon even NASA was playing along by posting pictures of the Cat's Eye nebula.

GO TO: carnivalofthecats.com
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Anyone Can Do It

Blogs wouldn't be such a democratic medium if they weren't so easy to set up. The most popular service, Blogger, owned by Google, boasts features like push-button photoblogging. Microsoft has launched a trial version of its own blogging service.

GO TO: blogger.com, spaces.msn.com

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Live & Learn ชีวิต คือ การเรียนรู้

ถ้าคุณยังไม่เคยปฏิบัติธรรม ด้วยการเจริญสติภาวนา วิปัสสนากรรมฐาน อยากให้ลองฟังเพลงนี้ ของคุณกมลา สุโกศล แล้วคุณจะเข้าใจว่า คุณจะได้อะไรกลับออกไปบ้าง จาก ๗ คืน ๘ วัน ที่ ศูนย์วิปัสสนาเชียงใหม่ (ฟรีตลอดโปรแกรม)

Live & Learn ชีวิตคือการเรียนรู้

เมื่อวันที่ชีวิต เดินเข้ามาถึงจุดเปลี่ยน
จนบางครั้งคนเรา ไม่ทันได้ตระเตรียมหัวใจ
ความสุขความทุกข์ ไม่มีใครรู้ว่าจะมาเมื่อไหร่
จะยอมรับความจริงที่เจอได้แค่ไหน

เพราะชีวิต คือชีวิต
เมื่อมีเข้ามาก็มีเลิกไป
มีสุขสมมีผิดหวัง หัวเราะหรือหวั่นไหว
เกิดขึ้นได้ทุกวัน

อยู่ที่เรียนรู้ อยู่ที่ยอมรับมัน
ตามความคิดสติเราให้ทัน
อยู่กับสิ่งที่มีไม่ใช่สิ่งที่ฝัน
และทำสิ่งนั้นให้ดีที่สุด

สุขก็เตรียมไว้
ว่าความทุกข์คงตามมาอีกไม่ไกล
จะได้รับความจริงเมื่อต้องเจ็บปวดไหว

เพราะชีวิต คือชีวิต
เมื่อมีเข้ามาก็มีเลิกไป
มีสุขสมมีผิดหวัง หัวเราะหรือหวั่นไหว
เกิดขึ้นได้ทุกวัน

อยู่ที่เรียนรู้ อยู่ที่ยอมรับมัน
ตามความคิดสติเราให้ทัน
อยู่กับสิ่งที่มีไม่ใช่สิ่งที่ฝัน
และทำสิ่งนั้นให้ดีที่สุด

คลิกเพื่อฟังเพลงนี้ได้ที่ลิ้งค์ข้างล่างนี้....

Live And Learn - บอย โกสิยพงษ์ Feat. กมลา สุโกศล



www.365jukebox.com

Monday, December 20, 2004

:: JEDI RADIO ::


Posted by Hello

If you have a taste for both local and international music and find that Yahoo Launchcast can be too slow, I found a simple yet fast and functional, no-frills web site you may want to check out.

It's still in a beta-testing version. But I am quite happy with the speed (super fast on my 128kps ADSL) and the variety of radio stations from all over the world. And I noticed they have added more stations very regularly. I especially like the European's classical stations, I hardly found it anywhere online (for free, of course!)

My personal tip: for pop music, UK's has better music taste than the US's stations. heh-heh

Ciao for now!

Nitade Web Board, anyone? :)



Nitade dot Net's CenterBoard for all classes. :) Posted by Hello

If you know anyone who graduated from Nitade Chula, please tell them we now have a web board.

Now and then we all need networking, ain't we? Not to mention the wedding invitation or birth announcement!

How come very few of my classmates are active on the web?

Are they too busy?

Are we too old?

Oh...no! :-P

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Being an Early Bird for New Year's Resolution!


Heh-heh. Talking about being an early bird! I went to the gym today! Actually it's one of my perpetual New Year's Resolutions--meaning I repeatedly make it every year.

Not that I manage to be good all year, every year. But at least this year I'm starting early!

Although I've been working out sort of regularly at my condo now in the past 3-4 months, nothing compares to the total gym experience.

From the warm-ups to the work-out to the weight-training, I thoroughly enjoyed it. It feels so good to re-live the old routine once again. You know, the works. Complete with post-excercise Gatorade and the smell of aromatic kamphor from the steam room when I finally walk into the locker to take a shower.

I must have been away from the gym for quite some time because the front guy is new and he handed me the blue towel set (meaning men's locker room) without even look up at me. I had to clear my throat and try to lift up the pitch of my voice a little to state that I'm actually a woman. The guy seemed startled and quickly apologized. I apologized, too, for not showing up for so long (that they don't know me and learn to get over the confusion of my androgynous look.)

Anyway, I sort of understand him. Many things about me confuse people. Not only the external appearance (hey, i can't help it, but i look like my dad than my sweet mom), but my psychological profile as well. I just love hanging out with the guys at the gym, pumping iron, sweating it out on the machines, etc. I feel relaxed in there. Very natural me.

Yes there are women who work out at the gym, too. But I found it strange that I feel like a stranger to them. And they to me! There are times when a few complained to the management, thinking that they let a guy (me) into women's locker. And those hostile or at least questionable stares I got in the locker! I sort of shrug it off and stay cool.

But I have to admit I sometimes get impatient at them also. Women take forever to do their things, you know. Be it showering, dressing up, or giving a final touch in front of the mirror. And sometimes their strong perfume really makes me nauseated. Honestly. I wonder what got into the head of the designer when he/she concocted the perfume!

So, here I am, nagging away like an old lady! Serves me right! hee hee hee Anyway, I plan to go back tomorrow and everyday after this if I'm in town. Let's see if the front guy will remember me this time and hand me the pink towel set!

Must meditate tonight so that I don't go on an eating binge again late at night otherwise my workout will all go down the drain! Ahh...temptation, temptation. May be it's time I get rid of all those chocolate in my fridge as a preventive measure!

Gosh, it felt really good to go back to the gym again!

The Perils of Ph.D. Studies

I start to fret my blogs will be filled with only my complaints about studying.

It's not that I want to discourage anyone from pursuing their Ph.D. goal, I just want to let them know upfront before they take a plunge that they have to be prepared for the emotional roller-coaster.

I have my highs and I have my fair share of lows. Yesterday I got a very good news that I got A- in statistics. That is worth a big celebration, considering that I have had virtually no math background, whatsoever.

The joy didn't last long when I was faced with what seems like endless deadlines of endless papers. As I am struggling to keep up wit everything, I ask myself once again, whether I made the right decision. Would it have been better, I coined casually in my mind, if I'd just stick with my meditation and keep on trying to get myself enlightened.

The answer for that, I don't know. All I know is that I just have to keep my cool and stay "in the present," and that I have to learn to be able to pick myself up when I feel down. In the Tripitaka (พระไตรปิฎก), there is a saying "We have but ourselve to turn to."

How very true it is.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Training for My Own Ph.D. Olympics


Yeah, yeah. Another whining from this lazy grad student. :)

Well, what I learn today is that to be a good (a.k.a. productive) Ph.D. student, you need to keep your body in good shape.

I've been keeping extra fit lately as my Philosophy exam & Qualitative Research exam is coming near (this Sat! ARGHHHHH!!!!).

I've increased my daily jogging regimen to 1 hour and when my body is aching so much like today, I'll switch to swimming instead. Or may be just brisk-walking. I really feel like sweating out.

The trouble with swimming is that I'm not good at freestyle. And with breaststroke,I tend to get thicker over the shoulder blade and "wing" (forgot what that muscle is called in Latin.) Not that I mind, but I wanna be lean and mean now than bulking up like when I was doing weight training. If you know what I mean.

Anyway, time to hit the track. I'm a bit late tonight. So many things to do. So little time. So help me, Blog! hee hee hee

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Be ready to sacrifice if U wanna do a Ph.D.!

I learned this lesson a hard way.

I think time is a person's most valuable resource. Ph.D. studies is so demanding on your time. It reminds me of the story of a guy selling his soul to the devil or soemthing in exchange of what he wants.

The devil gets back.

Forget career, family or even love life if you want to be a Ph.D. student. A good one, that is.

It's an all-or-nothing game. The choice is yours.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

DQ--More Crucial than IQ & EQ!

แค่ IQ กับ EQ ไม่พอเสียแล้วสำหรับยุค Hyper Competition

ถ้าจะให้แข่งขันได้ แถมเพิ่มพลังความคิด ความสามารถอย่างไร้ขีดจำกัด ต้อง DQ (Dhamma Quotient) หรือ "สภาวะธรรม" แนวคิดที่คน...องค์กรสายพันธุ์ใหม่ในเมืองไทย และโลกตะวันตกพูดถึง และนำมาปฏิบัติกันแพร่หลายมากขึ้น

ใครที่ไม่ต้องการจะถูกทิ้งไว้อยู่ข้างหลัง ท่ามกลาง Creative Economy ควรอย่างยิ่งที่ต้องเร่งศึกษา และนำมาปฏิบัติอย่างจริงจัง ณ บัดนี้

แม้วันนี้ DQ (Dhamma Quotient) จะยังเป็นเรื่องที่อธิบายยาก เพราะ DQ เป็นคลื่นหรือพลังงานบางอย่างที่จับต้องไม่ได้ พิสูจน์ไม่ได้ แต่จะรับรู้ได้ก็ต่อเมื่อคนๆ นั้นเข้าไปปฏิบัติด้วย ตนเองแล้วเท่านั้น

กระนั้นก็ตาม ความสนใจในเรื่อง "สภาวธรรม" โดยเฉพาะในเรื่องการฝึกจิตให้เป็นสมาธิ เริ่มเป็นที่สนใจและกล่าวขวัญกันมากขึ้น ซึ่งไม่ใช่แค่ในบ้านเราเท่านั้น แต่โลกตะวันตกก็เริ่ม ให้ความสำคัญมากขึ้นแล้วเช่นกัน ดังจะเห็นได้จากนิตยสาร "Times" ได้หยิบประเด็น "ศาสตร์ของสมาธิ" มานำเสนอเป็นประเด็นปก เมื่อเดือนสิงหาคมปีที่ผ่านมา

ไม่เพียงเท่านั้น หนังสือธรรมะภาษาอังกฤษ Dhamma Moment ที่เพิ่งเปิดตัวที่งานหนังสือนานาชาติ แฟรงก์เฟิร์ต บุ๊กแฟร์ ที่จัดขึ้น เมื่อต้นเดือนตุลาคมที่ผ่านมา ก็ได้รับความนิยม มีประเทศต่างๆขอซื้อลิขสิทธิ์ไปเป็นจำนวนมาก แสดงให้เห็นถึงกระแสความสนใจในเรื่อง "สภาวธรรม" ได้เป็นอย่าง

----อ่านรายละเอียดเพิ่มเติมได้ที่ลิ้งค์ข้างล่างนี้------

Weekly - Manager Online

Saturday, October 16, 2004


My students at Chulalongkorn University's Law & Cultural Management Class. They belong to the Masters' Degree Program there. It's a cool international program where all courses are taken in Englisht. I'm proud of their achievement so much! :) Posted by Hello

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

www.kapook.com - Kapook [ G u i d e ] !!

http://www.kapook.com/guide/blog/

เพิ่งพบแหล่ง Blog ที่ใหญ่ที่สุดของเมืองไทย! เป็นเวบที่แซงหน้า sanook.com มานานแล้ว เราเคยได้ยินแต่ชื่อแต่ไม่รู้ว่าที่มันแซงสนุกมาได้ก็เพราะว่ามีระบบ Blog ที่ค่อนข้างจะสมบูรณ์แบบนั่นเอง

วันนี้เปิดไปเจอวันแรกเจอคนไทยทำเจ๋ง ๆ เพียบ มีทั้งใส่เพลง ฯลฯ

ทำให้มองเห็นและเข้าใจเกี่ยวกับคนและสังคมได้มากขึ้นทีเดียว นี่พูดในแง่ของการทำความเข้าใจสังคมในเชิงวิชาการน่ะนะ

เลยลองสมัครสมาชิกดูอย่างอาย ๆ เล็กน้อย ก็เพราะคิดว่าฉันคงแก่ที่สุดในเวบนั้นนั่นเอง!

ว่าแล้วขอเชิญแวะไปโวตให้ ๒ อย่างนะจ๊ะ ท่านเพื่อนสมาชิกที่รัก โหวตอัลบั้มรูป
ที่นี่ และโหวต Blog ที่นี่ คือมันก็ยังไม่ดีทั้งสองอย่างนั่นแหละ แต่ถ้ามีคะแนนโหวตเกิน ๑,๐๐๐ เมื่อไหร่ ข้าพเจ้าจะได้พื้นที่ทำ Blog เพิ่มฟรีอีก ๕ MB น่ะ ถือว่าทำบุญก็แล้วกันนะจ๊ะ

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Migraine Attack!


I had a severe migraine attack last night and it's still painful now. :-'( Couldn't sleep much. No idea what was the tricker although I felt it could be the heat. I couldn't breath, it seems like the inside of my respiratory system is swollen again. It was so unbearable I had to stagger from bed at around 6:30 to drink a can of Sustagen so that I can take Ponstan.

I learn that life is just so unpredictable.

Migraine sufferers are easily misunderstood. People who rarely have headache, let alone throbbing ones like migraine, may think we overact. But it is really a serious neurological disease and not just a bad "headache." Now that I have blog, may be it's a good idea to post a link to web site that can shed light on migraine both for sufferers and their family alike. Here is one of them. http://www.migraines.org/ .

Here's another. http://www.migraine.org.uk/

Some of the news article about Migraine. Just click on the picture.

If you know anyone who may suffer from migraine, feel free to forward them this post by clicking on the envelope at the end of this posting.

And If anybody of you reader know of any other good migraine information web site, pls let me know either via clicking "comment" here under this very post or just leave a message on my tag board. Thanks!

Saturday, October 09, 2004

What are blogs and why they become so popular?


  • Actually there are many blogs making the news lately. But here is one comprehensive overivew Yahoo explains what blog is. http://ask.yahoo.com/ask/20021115.html บทอธิบายจาก Yahoo ว่า Blog คืออะไร

  • Here's several screenshot from the TV Show "Jeopardy" when "Blog" recently became a category for the Friday's final Round of Champions. http://thousandrobots.com/blog/archives/2004/10/jeopardy_catego.php ช้อตหน้าจอ จากรายการ Jeopardy เมื่อหัวข้อ Blog ไปโผล่ในรอบสุดท้ายของการแข่งชิงแชมป์ประจำสัปดาห์

  • ความจริง CNN เคยมีข่าวดัง ๆ ที่เกี่ยวกับ Blog หลายอัน แต่ยังไม่มีเวลาหามาแปะ ที่แปะอยู่นี้เป็นวิธีการนำเสนอข่าวออนไลน์ของ CNN ซึ่งเลียนแบบการโพสต์ของ Blog คือ มีการล็อกเข้ามาเป็นครั้ง ๆ และมี Date/ Time Stamp ให้เห็น เป็นการโพสต์ของนักข่าว คน อนึ่ง ในอเมริกาที่กำลังฮิตอยู่ตอนนี้ คือ Blog ที่เกี่ยวกับการเมืองทั้งหลาย เนื่องจากเป็นช่วงใกล้เลือกตั้งประธานาธิบดี ข่าวที่ CNN นำมาเสนอแบบ Blog นี้ ก็คือ บทวิจารณ์การโต้วาทีกันของผู้สมัครชิงตำแหน่งประธานาธิบดีสหรัฐนั่นเอง! :)



What Did I Learn Today?

So...What did I learn today?






This is a question I wish to ask myself every evening before I retire myself from in front of my computer.

No, I don't want it to be just like a quick sum-up of the lessons I learned in class, or what I read, etc. That would be so trivial.

What I'm going after is more of a reflection. I wish I could say "wisdom," but I know too well that I'm still way too far from that.

Hmm...I learn that I can really force myself to make some academic progress, using this Blog thing. At least for today. I learn not to procrastinate a seemingly trivial task. And the reward of not procrastinating is immediate. I feel instantly gratified to actually see my progress in writing, black on white, on a blog.

Goodnight, world. May you all be happy and free from worries. :)






  • October 9, 2004 -- What did I learn today? It's hard to pinpoint. But I can safely say that I remained focused and productive for the most part of the day. Oh, and I learn that with such continuous ferocious focus I tend to snack less and think of choloate less often. :) Yes, world, I am another chocoholic. But, hey, what's wrong with that? :)

  • October 10, 2004 -- What did I learn today? Here we go again. :) It was indeed a very longggg day for me. Today I notice a lot of worries from people around me: worried about exam, about paper, about health, about computer, about not having time, about not finishing their project, etc. A friend of mine feels she is being taken advantage of just because she just tries to be a good person. I see all this as sign of Lord Buddha's "Sufferings" or Dukha in Ariya Sajja 4. Unless we all can "free our soul" from this endless cycle of rebirth, this sufferings will remain with us always.

  • I learn to be patient and focus on walking humbly along my "path." If I presevere, one day I will also be free.

  • Free from any worries. Once and for all. Goodnight, world.

  • October 11, 2004, 23:45 hr -- What did I learn today? Well, I think I answered part of it already in my Buddhism & Meditation blog today. I learn that there is so much to learn in this little time. I think it applies to all of us. It's up to us how we should make the most out of our limited time, actually. Tomorrow, if we all still can wake up and breath, then, the learning process continues. Goodnight, world. It has been another long day for me. Oh, and I did run for around half an hour today plus some crunching excercise.

  • October 12, 2004. -- What did I learn today? I learned that being a teacher is very difficult when it comes to giving grades. I tend to look at my students as a respectable human being who put in their best efforts and learn with an eager, inquisitive mind. They are not afraid to tackly difficult issues and tasks and they do learn from their mistakes. They were able also to turn very dull things around and present them in a brand new perspesctive. They all have discovered a brand new way to look at life.

  • So when it comes to "judging" them simply by what they do in the exam and paper, I find it very difficult. After all, what counts in life is the fact that you put your heart and soul into doing things. For me, life is not enriched simply because you happen to have a better IQ or more powerful memory. I'd rather give grades on my students' EQ. And from what I've seen, they all deserve an A plus. I'm so proud of them all.

  • I have to hand in the grades tomorrow. Oh, if only they knew how I thought about them fondly tonight.....

  • October 13, 2004. What did I learn today? I learn to be more patient with the people who hired me as a voice talent in a studio today. It was a project for Concordian International School. I noticed that I have become more understanding and I can pay attention to their direction objectively without getting emotionally involved. I as both surprised and delighted about my change for the better! Hope it more or less stays on this positive track! :)

  • It is also not an overnight change, I remind myself. I was amused at the thought that I didn't even notice the changing process. But today, in a very similar setting that used to get me fuming around, I found myself to be calm and not feel the slightest disturbed. It's amazing what a mindfulness training can help you.

  • Well, if you are reading here and you are one of those who haven't tried meditation, I strongly urge you to go to a good school, training center or temple near you. The positive change might not happen drastically in your life, like, in an overnight kind of thing. But once it did happen, you'll be so happy about the outcome. It's one of the most marvelous feeling in the world. And you are the only person in the world that can give yourself such a rewarding feeling.

  • Like the old Nike ad says, "Just do it!" :)

Friday, October 08, 2004

Sleepy Blogger

Hello world.....,

I went to bed real late last night, experimenting with blogging, exploring the net finding skins, etc. It is fun, but time-consuming. I should have been preparing for my class today and doing my homework that is due this Sunday. But then again, I'm the world's biggest procrastinators. :P

Well, at least I did learn something new. And that's important for my life. My goal is to be able to say "I learn something new," everyday for the rest of my life. :)

Oh, I just add a new Buddhism & Meditation Blog but still couldn't find time to update the html link in the pay layout yet. It's address is http://mymeditation.blogspot.com . Feel free to lounge around! :)

เมื่อข้าพเจ้าพยายามอ่านปรัชญา

Book Review

"มนุษย์กับการแสวงหาความจริงและความหมายของชีวิต"

โดย อ.สมภาร พรมทา
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เทอมนี้ต้องลงวิชา Philosophy of Science (ชื่อวิชาน่ากลัวมาก!) ข้าพเจ้าเองผู้ซึ่งไม่เคยกระดิกหูอะไรเลยไม่ว่าจะเป็นเรื่องเกี่ยวกับ ปรัชญา หรือ ว่า วิทยาศาสตร์ รู้สึกหวาดกลัวมาก วันก่อน ไปศูนย์หนังสือจุฬาฯ ไปเห็นหนังสือเล่มนี้ เล่มกระทัดรัด ไม่หนา หน้าตาไม่น่ากลัว ชื่อหนังสือน่าสนใจ ก็เลยหยิบมาพลิก ๆ ดู

เอ๊ะ...ท่าทางจะเข้าท่า ก็ลองซื้อมาหน่อยแล้วกัน ว่าจะมาปูพื้นก่อนอ่าน Textbook ของวิชานี้

อ่านไปวันแรกก็มาพบกับ WeBLOG เลยคิดจะลองมาทำอัพเดทความก้าวหน้าในการเรียนของตัวเองเสียหน่อย เอาไว้ดูทุก ๆ วัน จะได้เอาไว้เตือนตัวเองด้วยให้ขยัน!

วันนี้ดึกแล้ว เดี๋ยวพรุ่งนี้จะมาสรุปเล่มนี้ก็แล้วกัน วันนี้เสียเวลากับการเรียนรู้วิธีจัดค่าต่าง ๆ ของ WeBLOG สองที่แล้ว คือ ที่เวบผู้จัดการ แล้วก็ที่นี่ ก็ถือว่าเป็นความก้าวหน้าทางการเรียนรู้ได้อย่างหนึ่ง(มั้ง?)

สรุป วันนี้ฉันได้เรียนรู้อะไรบ้าง

1. รู้ว่า BLOG คืออะไร (ประมาณว่าไดอารี่ออนไลน์ที่ให้คนมาคอมเม้นท์ได้) ใช้งานยังไง

  • Sunday Oct 10, 2004 เช้า แวะมาเติมว่า blog ที่เวบนี้ทันสมัยมาก ต่อให้อยู่ที่ไหน ๆ ก็สามารถส่งมาโพสต์ได้โดยผ่านมือถือ แต่ต้องเป็นมือถือที่สามารถส่งอีเมล์เข้ามาได้เท่านั้นนะ ได้ลองส่งมาโพสต์แล้ว ก็มีประโยชน์ดี ไปไหนมาไหนนึกอะไรออกประเภท To-do List ก็สามารถส่งมาได้ เห็นอะไรที่อยากจะเล่า อยากจะแชร์กับคนก็ส่งมาได้ หรืออะไรที่น่าจะเป็นประโยชน์ต่อการทำวิทยานิพนธ์ก็ส่งเข้ามาได้ ลองส่งรูปที่ถ่ายจากโทรศัพท์เข้ามาด้วยแต่รูปไม่มา มาแต่ text วันไหนส่งรูปเข้าตรงได้เลยคงสนุก! :)

  • บ่าย หลายชั่วโมงต่อมา .....เย้...ฉันเจอเวบที่สามารถส่งรูปโดยตรงเข้าไปที่ Blog จากมือถือแล้ว คือ www.buzznet.com อือ...การค้นพบนี้ทำให้เกิดกิเลสต่อ นั่นก็คือ อยากให้กล้องของมือถือมี pixel มากกว่านี้ อือ...มนุษย์และกิเลสที่ไม่รู้จักจบ

    2. การอัพโหลดรูป ต้องไปดาวน์โหลดซอฟท์แวร์ชื่อ Hello มาก่อน

    3. รู้ว่าตัวเองมีความอดทนที่จะเรียนรู้อะไรใหม่ ๆ ถ้าสิ่งนั้นมันทำให้เราสนใจจริง ๆ:)

    ป.ล. เดี๋ยวไปทำ Book Review หนังสือเล่มนี้ใน Blog ที่เพิ่งสร้างใหม่เพื่อด้านปรัชญาโดยตรงก็แล้วกัน เชิญตามไปอ่านได้ตามลิ้งค์ข้าง ๆ นี้ :)


Mindfulness Meditation--My path to Enlightenment Posted by Hello

help me kicking my bad habit... Posted by Hello

Nash day-dreaming... Posted by Hello

Hello World

I'm never good at keeping diaries. And, as far as I know, I'm the world record holder of procrasinating. :P

So what am I doing here setting up my BLOG? Sure, it can't just be that Blog has just become hip (yeah, right). I have a reason for this.

I want to use it to get myself organized. (No!)

As a grad student, I'm getting nowhere (forgive me, Professor Veerasai), but I just have an idea. Procrasinators like me work well under pressure. So I am going to simulate a pressurized experience by doing my homework everyday on this Blog. Being able to see my own progress everyday must be amazing. I'm trying to imagine an angry crowd of the world's readers who are not happy if I don't report my daily learning activities.

Worst case scenario: I'm going to log in and write what I learn about life at the end of the day. Everyday. Until when, well, I don't know. As you can see from my page title, I do believe that life is all about learning. In other words, one can say that learning is a life-long journey. With that in mind, I don't think I should just stop blogging when I graduate. But then again, who knows there are much better way to get myself organized or airing my view to the world then.

And to my dearest readers, thank you for dropping by. Let's learn about life together, then. Keep me company. See ya'all later! :)